the search.

sometimes you think you're there.

but you're not.
and then you question.

is this not it.
like life as it is, is a neverending journey.

and no matter what.
you will always be in search.

always.

like carrie bradshaw said.

first you find love.
den what happens when you do.

stay tuned.


so u search for love.
you found love.
and then what.

you feel like life aint a fairytale anymore.
cos reality sets in.

and all the knight in shiny armour.
the palace. the happy singing flowers.

just becomes dark.
and no one gets you out of this hole but you.

and then you hold thomas wayne's words.
why do people fall bruce?
so we can learn to pick ourselves up.

so you wait for someone to take your hand in this darkness.

to walk with you. till the end.

nope no hand. so do you wait.
or just conquer the darkness fast.
cos ure claustrophobic.

i dunno. im  a brat.
so maybe ill wait for some light.
or maybe no light at all.

so its you and your own darkness.

i will fight it. i will find my life. light.
and the search. it is.